Daring to seek out fear – I want to feel it, welcome it and understand it – Giraffe puts up some resistance. She tells how she doesn’t like fear, she’s tired of it, and she wants to be free from fear. It seems to allude us even when we go looking for it, like trying to find the end of a rainbow. Will we ever be world famous for finding the solution to fear?
This series of videos follows me from a dark place, where fear and anger prevail and emotional collapse is just around the corner. At times, I’m locked in and ready to self-destruct. I want to face myself, to look deeply at the inner workings of my thinking and feelings.
With the help of the delightful Truthy & Giraffe, who are much better able to express myself than I am, I find ways to handle my inner world and even reach a point of befriending myself. If these videos can support others to grow their personal insight and see the value of inner work then my fear and shame of posting them publicly will be easier to bear.